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happymaria) wrote2025-08-08 06:05 pm
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can i be honest?
it feels like everyone is getting an eating disorder nowadays. everyone’s talking about calories and everyone’s losing weight and like fuck it at this point i might as well just redevelop my own. my brother, my ex, my friend, my mutual, my friend’s bf, my coworkers, everyone is fucking starving and i feel too doomed to do anything about my own life so fuck it right
i keep trying to be kind and forgive but everything’s so messed up, and i thought i was better than this but maybe im not
it feels like everyone is getting an eating disorder nowadays. everyone’s talking about calories and everyone’s losing weight and like fuck it at this point i might as well just redevelop my own. my brother, my ex, my friend, my mutual, my friend’s bf, my coworkers, everyone is fucking starving and i feel too doomed to do anything about my own life so fuck it right
i keep trying to be kind and forgive but everything’s so messed up, and i thought i was better than this but maybe im not