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I have a strong libido for stuff I can't approach
that sucks and even hurts and it won't stop
oh shit
I wanna fill my head with a whole world of information just so I won't have space left for this shitty part of me to get filled up
everyone has this thing, I guess
well i'll supress, or at least i'll say i'll do and ill do my best while striving for perfection and control so i look great to everyone who expects it from
...
(end)
...who?
ah,
me.