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can i be honest?
it feels like everyone is getting an eating disorder nowadays. everyone’s talking about calories and everyone’s losing weight and like fuck it at this point i might as well just redevelop my own. my brother, my ex, my friend, my mutual, my friend’s bf, my coworkers, everyone is fucking starving and i feel too doomed to do anything about my own life so fuck it right
i keep trying to be kind and forgive but everything’s so messed up, and i thought i was better than this but maybe im not

Current Mood: drained
Current Music: God, please () me, a monster - Abuse Ken

essexcats

i wonder if he knew i'd notice.
he took my sticker off his guitar.
and though we remained friends afterall
i wonder what it means at all.
is it he's announced we're done for good?
or just trying to forget me, really?
like, if every time he looked down at his guitar
there i was to stare back at him...
and remind him we're no longer one.

you know, i don't even want him back.
sincerely, i don't.
i like him, don't love him.
but it doesn't mean it didn't hurt to see it gone
a window closed, a path behind us, burried, shut, done.

he took my sticker off his guitar.
i wonder if he knew i'd notice.
because i did.
and now i don't know-
-what to quite do with it.